Today is the 2nd Nov 2009 . Second post for the day .

These few months hasn't been too good for me . Or is it that i've expected too much from life ?

Wentta watch Sisters Keeper with the clique the other day, it was heart piercing . It reminded me totally about my uncle's death . Every single bit of it, and i cried in the cinema like some fool 5 or 6 times in a row .

How many times exactly do we have to see or watch tragedy in front of us before we know how to take good care and cherish life ? 100 times ? 1000 over ? Or never ever until we die ? Maybe some wouldn't even come to cherish when they die .

I know in time to come sooner or later someone around me, someone i love will join my uncle in heaven . Facing this reality, i try to remember everything every happenings i experience right now . To the least, i know i'll feel better when the time comes .

So tell me, you see your love ones killing themselves with cigarette toxics and let them be ?

I won't, it's either they quit or i'll join them . Trust me, i will . And read my lips, the amount you smoke is the amount i am gonna smoke equally to, nothing less only more .

Lastly, know this : In my world, lying brings every single thing to the end, traditionally and legally .

I smoke it in another way and you know it . If i have to be in jail for you to know, go on .